Dedicated to my family and friends, thank you for your unconditional support during this period
I decided it would be the last day I shed the tears for this incident. Of all the hurtful events and memories which took place, its time for a rest.
The wound is wide open, definitely breach the basement membrane, definitely will leave behind a scar, hopefully without any keloid. I wouldn’t say its does not hurt even if I move on, in fact, it hurts a lot. It will be a tough healing process, in between I might break down again. However, I know towards the end, everything will be alright, its leading to a better place.
To me, there’s no hatred in love. I would rather choose to forgive than to live in hatred for the rest of my life. I was angry at the first place, thousands of emotion swirling around the heart when the truth was revealed. Rounds and rounds of tears falling down. And I told myself, it’s enough, its more than enough. To love a person, to care for a person, I pour all out without holding back. Today, its not being felt, what more can I do, but to say its more than enough, I’ve been crying for more than enough.
Faith and fate has taken a toll. I am really tired, indeed tired.
As of now onward, there will be no more tears but smile. Smile towards a better life 🙂 I’ve given the best that I could afford. I know in future when I look back at this moment, I would have no regrets but feeling grateful as this period is over and I’ve been a stronger person.
I’ve always said, forgive is the best way to move on. Blessings is all I can give
To the future you, thank you for waiting patiently.